Bhumika..(not chawla:-P)

Welcome to the big blog world abhra!Now as it is my first blog , i need to make sure that readers ( if any) should be aware of certain points.The first and most important thing is that plz plz try to understand that its just a tym pass for me, basically i am just trying to be "hujuge"..(ask any bong if this term is not known because my eng vocab is the second hurdle that i face during this journey from a lazy "consultant" to a not-so-talented writer!)

Waise mujhe to bachpan se sakh hai writer banne ka but ye "zalim zamana" was not ready to nurture my eagerness.My biggest achievement till date in this field is a "sonnet"(?????) wrote by me in class three.My bengali class teacher saw it and i can still remember her face which became like "janamdukhini sita" after reading that. To her, it was as interesting as an accountancy book to a 3rd grade engineer like me.Then i tried writing poems about anything n everything under the sun.Tried to catch that typical "antel" philosophy that pissed off most of my friends.Now when i look back , i think my attempts to write the poems went so terribly wrong because of my non existent love story!!Are yaar,ek khubsurat inspiration ke siva aj tak koi poet bana hai kya?Dil me wo dard hona chahie.In my teen age,I waited long enough for that rosy feeling , that sweetly ringing bails because i believed that it will convert an insensitive dumb like me into a poet!What a joke...even sardarji PJ s are better than this:(

And after trying in all possible fields of modern literature , i gave up.But i really want to thank those people who supported me in that horrible phase,who tried their best to make me feel special.But when someone starts to think that after Rabindranath Tagore ,he is the next best thing for bengalee literature then what can others do!That very poor guy is bound to get frustrated!So in my first blog ..a song dedicated from me to myself..one of my favourites.."toota toota ek parinda aise tuta ke fir jur na paya/luta luta kisne usko aise luta ke fir ur na paya/girta hua wo asman se/akar gira zameen par/khabon me fir vi badal hi the wo kehata raha magar....allah ke bande has de"!

So,Guys n Gals , i m here only for that..to let my heart out..to share my journey with u..kahin pe to wo frustration nikalna parega:)

Chalo bhaiya..bahot ho gaya..need to close n post this one...so thrilling na?

PS:-I think i have done a good job in my first one..be a liitle bit moderate..thora grace de do to jarur pass ho jaunga..at least I have not discussed about my dog .

About the title..bhumika means "starter"( see how much foodie i m ), but my dirty mind thinks about certain ms chawla!

bbye:)