yesssss...i m back!Basically after so many demands and requests[:P].Its almost after 2 months..a voice in side me suddenly broke the silence..motivated me again to be active and where else i can write all these weird stuff to bore all my sweet beloved readers.[the number is so small that i need to oil them regularly;-)]Its not that i was very busy..its not that life was taking a toll on me..its just that i misused my freedom..just like so many people in this country!!Had so many subjects,so many intriguing thoughts..bt my barin was empty.It happens..specially with someone as great as me.Are yaar srk ka film dekh dekh ke bore ho gaya..fir vi ek isi kaam ko maine "dil se" kia hai..so cant change that..cant direct and order my emotions to transform into words everytime,sorry guys..i just cant simply.

So i use this space just to ensure that nothing disturbs me..nothing bothers me..whatever my take on this world..i can express..fearlessly..and its upto u to accept or reject it.Ya, i do know..that i have certain shortcomings..i dont have that maturity,that capability to understand every puzzle that this society keeps under its belt..bt i dont bother..because all these are my feelings and they dont need logics.Yes..sometimes i am illogical because i feel (feel..dont think) sometimes its better to be illogical and to be dillogical instead..if u can.Because nothing in this world can do to put a logic behind certain inhuman behaviour ..which i see in everyday life..which puts me in trouble and that trouble transformed into pain.Otherwise how can u explain people earning buckets of bucks ,spending them on exclusive foods and clothes but be reluctant to give "anything " to the people who are suffering..as if their existence is not at all required..though ha cant ignore that the guy sitting next to his cubicle..his beloved colleague can be closely linked to those people.

Ambition

2nd ball of the innings and i m trying to hit a SIX over cover..a bit of 'sehwag' act i must say.A confused soul trying to say something about the 'ambision' really can be an 'emosional otyachar'.But sometimes i feel good to be over confident for a change.A guy lacking 'vision', a perfect 'vatka hua panchi' in all possible sense is trying to throw light on a subject which demands a very sensible approach.

Now the first thing that comes to my mind is the tagline of FA 's film 'Lakshya' .It says 'It took him 24 years'--now i must say that guy was lucky..for some people the search goes on for ever..the quest never ends.

Enough of serious thoughts folks..its time to move on!I don't want my blog looking like a film that gives the producers sleepless nights.My plan to do something in life changes more frequently than the politicians who are famous for changing their colour.Starting from cricket to painting , from writing to RJ ing , i have changed my 'am-vision' from one phase to another like the mood swing of a child.And now my latest 'crush' (if i may say so) is the ad-world.I really love my idiot box..and the advertisements shown there are really intriguing.It takes a lot of effort n talent to capture the minds of such a vast audience within such a short span of time.

Talking about ads i really find the new sprite ad very interesting..where the fat 'gyanguru' is busy in playing with the 'killer' dog and the handsome sprite hunk takes away the eye candy gal!Now guys , i want to ask a question seriously....wo curly hairwala motu banda agar sprite pita to larki patane me kuch fayda hota kya?If so..i will try out sprite for the rest of my life..kya pata 'kab mera number aa jaye'?!!
And u want to know my fav one ,rite?Its that insurance ad which teaches how to enjoy your life.It teaches how to live life,how to break free and how to take a long deserving break from your duties ,responsibilities and commitments.
The most horrible recent ad award goes to a mobile network company.A girl in the ad is so excited about the new sms scheme, that she lets her heart out describing the last night experience in front of her parents:-P,If u ask me I am not really interested to become a customer of such a 'dangerous' thing..
Chalo ab aur nahi...bahut sara kaam baki hai..kuch yaad aye to baad me likh denge!I know nothing will change , life will follow the same old routine ,but sochne me harz kya hai??This lazy dreamer is making it a hobby, a hobby that enriches the 'imaginasion', the space to breathe from the busy life and perhaps a scope to live so many lives within one.It surely gives tremendous pleasure and the ultimate goal is achieved..its nothing but happiness..with or without understanding your ambition.

Bhumika..(not chawla:-P)

Welcome to the big blog world abhra!Now as it is my first blog , i need to make sure that readers ( if any) should be aware of certain points.The first and most important thing is that plz plz try to understand that its just a tym pass for me, basically i am just trying to be "hujuge"..(ask any bong if this term is not known because my eng vocab is the second hurdle that i face during this journey from a lazy "consultant" to a not-so-talented writer!)

Waise mujhe to bachpan se sakh hai writer banne ka but ye "zalim zamana" was not ready to nurture my eagerness.My biggest achievement till date in this field is a "sonnet"(?????) wrote by me in class three.My bengali class teacher saw it and i can still remember her face which became like "janamdukhini sita" after reading that. To her, it was as interesting as an accountancy book to a 3rd grade engineer like me.Then i tried writing poems about anything n everything under the sun.Tried to catch that typical "antel" philosophy that pissed off most of my friends.Now when i look back , i think my attempts to write the poems went so terribly wrong because of my non existent love story!!Are yaar,ek khubsurat inspiration ke siva aj tak koi poet bana hai kya?Dil me wo dard hona chahie.In my teen age,I waited long enough for that rosy feeling , that sweetly ringing bails because i believed that it will convert an insensitive dumb like me into a poet!What a joke...even sardarji PJ s are better than this:(

And after trying in all possible fields of modern literature , i gave up.But i really want to thank those people who supported me in that horrible phase,who tried their best to make me feel special.But when someone starts to think that after Rabindranath Tagore ,he is the next best thing for bengalee literature then what can others do!That very poor guy is bound to get frustrated!So in my first blog ..a song dedicated from me to myself..one of my favourites.."toota toota ek parinda aise tuta ke fir jur na paya/luta luta kisne usko aise luta ke fir ur na paya/girta hua wo asman se/akar gira zameen par/khabon me fir vi badal hi the wo kehata raha magar....allah ke bande has de"!

So,Guys n Gals , i m here only for that..to let my heart out..to share my journey with u..kahin pe to wo frustration nikalna parega:)

Chalo bhaiya..bahot ho gaya..need to close n post this one...so thrilling na?

PS:-I think i have done a good job in my first one..be a liitle bit moderate..thora grace de do to jarur pass ho jaunga..at least I have not discussed about my dog .

About the title..bhumika means "starter"( see how much foodie i m ), but my dirty mind thinks about certain ms chawla!

bbye:)